Here it is, my glorious return to blogging. I was holding out for something deep, enlightened and, "like, really cool," but that is a form of procrastination I've been using for years.
I've busted myself. I'm no longer letting myself get held back by the notion of perfection. The ideas and stress of performing intelligently, interestingly, artistically and profoundly at all times. What bizarre torture that is.
To mask my imperfection I have always used humour or disdain. I'd laugh at myself and then say I didn't want to join that club anyway.
It is okay to just be.
This has been my lesson.
I'm always striving to better myself, to learn more, to be more. This is healthy. Yet, I have dropped the notion that I have to be excellent at everything. I have discarded the need to appear together when I am not. I am fine with potentially looking silly when I don't have the answers.
How you live, see yourself, see the world. It is up to you. Victory is yours.
I like it! Welcome back.
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